No, I am not singing… I am shouting inside… I want to break free… I think I evidenced that I can get used to anything, I can work from home, keep connection via electronic devices,  cut back on my needs and think over what is important and what is not. I hope that noone thought it would stay like this forever… 

No, I have no fear, and do not worry anymore. I trust my immunity, my intuitions, and that I will know when to stop, distance, not to enter into small crowded places. I learnt the lesson. I will obey the common sense. Yes, I care about others, even if I do not know them, but only as long as they care about me…

I want my freedom. Back. Even if that would be a different freedom. But still freedom. To be free to decide to stay at home, keep distance, work from the home office, etc. Anyway, the world is my home…. So, let me go. Let me go, outside. Even abroad. To see and hug who belongs to me somehow. Not only people, but also the objects, the views and the scents. The vibes. The atmosphere. I want it all. 

No, do not send pictures, do not call me on facetime, and do not send videos. They are all different. That is your eye, your perception and your translation. Apologies, I did not mean to heart you, I know that you meant to help me and to cheer me up. I appreciate. But this time, it will not help. All gives the impression of living in a cage, even if I am pampered with the best things in life. Best things according to someone else. 

I want to break free. Now. What shall I give in exchange? My high-heels, clothes and bags, my electronic devices, car, even my kitchenware? Take it. Ok, I may keep my phone…. But wait: I thought over: I do not need that, either. You just want to leave it with me to trace me. I know. But I meant freedom. F R E E D O M. 

I have to go…